Day 319: Plans Changed

She gives me more hugs than expected nowadays and have been in and out of my room a whole lot. Before her mom snatched her away, she kept on telling me to come with them and sleep in their room instead. She even tried to pull me with her teeny little hands lol. Where was I when she needed me before? The way I remembered it, I was always in a rush. I wasn't the big sister/cousin I should've been. If I had listened to what she needed, then our relationship would've been so much better. Not to say that it was bad. It's just that she's much more gentler to me now than before. :D

Anyway, I'm sorry I had to cancel this week's plans. Ugh. You're such a nice person! And I'm a jerk for putting you second. -____- I'll tell you as soon as possible which day I'll book off. And I guess we can't hang out at the park anymore, it might probably be too cold. We should eat out or something. Or watch a movie and discuss what you have in mind after. Ugh. The truth is, hanging out with only you makes me feel uneasy. >.< arrghgh. I wish you'd say we can talk while hanging out with everyone else. It'd be much easier for me as lame as that sounds. I'm so laame.