Day 303: I'm Complaining Aren't I?

So I'm done my drawing assignment! HECK YEAH! But it still needs a few more work on some areas. The reference picture was supposed to be a collage of images I put together. There were like, six images I think? And that reference picture was supposed to be manipulated by the blender pen that the grade 11s suck the ink out of. I didn't apply any blender pen on it... I think I might've been an exception. lol. I made it complex enough at first so she could excuse me from putting the blender pen on plus I made a comment on how there weren't enough ink for the grade 12s so she could excuse us all. And I can't help but think that I took advantage out of that.

The more I think about it, the more I feel bad. I feel bad because I feel like an exception. I know I have some talent, but it feels like I can get away with art. Or maybe I'm thinking just too much? But it's how my friends see it and how I'm seeing it as well. I guess I could say, that I would like her to be honest about my art. Because right now, and I'm not just saying it because I want to show off or something, right now I'm sitting at a 97.6. And I'm not even done the assignments.

There are probably a lot of other reasons to why she's nice. And as I sit here taking the time to read the comment she put on D2L, I feel that I don't really deserve all the pretty awesome things she says about me. oh gaaash. iunno.

Am I just complaining or whaat? gosh. Maybe I'll just accept this very nice mark and not think too much about it. End of story. -___-