I asked a friend a question, "Should you hold on to something special that makes you sad or let it go?" She said, "If you want to be happy, then you should let it go. Why would you hold on to something that only makes you sad?" Well I felt sad today. I couldn't even think properly. sigh. iunno. While trying to get through math class, I kept thinking. I didn't want to feel sad to a point that I couldn't think properly. I even had to ask a friend to help me with one question, but even that I failed to pay attention. It wasn't even that hard.
I find that I'm falling deeper into something that might not even work. For the longest time I wouldn't accept how I feel. Then a lot of things happened in between and it took a lot out of me to finally try and accept it. I never planned to be in the place I am now. In fact, I thought things would be so much different. But I am gradually discovering things about myself.. who I am and stuff. No doubt that the hard things we face in life does build your character. Problems strengthens your character.
Anyway, I'll accept that this is how I feel. It's the only exception. If ever things don't work out, I'll try to be happy about it. If the actors in Smallville find another show that makes them happy, then I'll be happy about that too. If they are happy, I'm happy. If you're happy, then I'll be fine with that.. as long as you are happy. Weird, I'm saying so much happy that it doesn't even sound like happy is happy anymore lol.
Well, I needed to let that out. Even if it doesn't make sense, at least to me I'd know what I'm talking about. The Smallville thing was a little weird, but I hope you got that. Yeah.. that's all for tonight. Bye.
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