Day 313: Puzzles

Arielle found this at my room and insisted that we play and figure it out together. Awww. So yeah we brought it upstairs and I helped her find which one went with which and let her assemble them together. And as you expect from a kid, it did took a while. We figured the same picture twice today. And being the impatient jerk that suddenly came over me, I kind of fast paced the puzzle when she got sidetracked by Treehouse. I did like, 4 pieces of puzzles so I guess I wasn't really a jerk -___- lol I had to go do something okay?! That's why I assembled 4 pieces and let her finished the rest. It was fun though, I'd say we've gotten much closer after that hehe.

Day 312: I Love Physics

So there was this presentation dedicated to the soldiers who risked their life for our country. It's remembrance day tomorrow in Canada actually. Thank you soldiers for giving us the freedom we have today.

I love physics class. I love my physics teacher. He's an AWESOME PHYSICS TEACHER. I realize I also like hands on learning. He's always demonstrating things so we can understand it. We even put water in balloons tied to a string, went outside and see what circular motion could do. Mr. Nugara was the target, and we had to motion the water balloon on the string in a way so that it would hit him. OMG I LOVE PHYSICS CLASS. lol. It really depends on the teacher- how well they teach you and stuff- 'cause if Mr. Nugara wasn't my physics teacher, I would've hated physics.

I liked how so many of us from YMCA went to pho. It's so much more joyous when there's that many people walking to and from that restaurant. Also, I don't like the structure now. But lets give it a month, and complain if everyone else don't like it either.

Day 311: Make Up Your Mind

They are growing up so fast! Man, I can't wait until I can watch disney movies with them in theaters. I hope I can drive by then though lol.

OKAY so today I felt sad because I suddenly had a change of heart to become a pharmacist instead. My friend made me search things up about it and also because it was part of my list before. It's going to be hard work, but I know I can make it through if I focus. BUT that was only how I felt during the whole school day. This consideration faded in the afternoon though. Man, I'm sticking to nursing for now. I might change majors when I know a little bit more about myself. It's funny, when you know less about yourself than your friends. That is disappointing.

Day 310: Hello Monday

My ipod froze. I think this is the second time around it did that. Only this time, it worked again during art. Last time? It wouldn't work for months. I thought it was dead and gone, then one day I took a look at it one last time to see if I could do anything else. I put it on charge AND IT LIT UP! I've been adding songs ever since.

So I found out today that my grandpa can finally come hurr in Canada! It's been a long time since I've seen my mom and aunt jump for joy. It was nice to see how happy they were when they got the news! I hope I can talk to him easily. To ask him what he has learned in life and what advice he can give me through his experiences. Isn't it interesting when you think about it that way? To imagine what it must've been like for them in their younger days. I wish I could've asked this back when I volunteered at linkages. Oh well.

Anyways, I got into the Cybermentor program. Now I'd have to wait for them to match me up with a mentor. My (girl) friends also signed up so I hope we can exchange answers with what they learned and what I learned. It's free so there's nothing to lose if I sign up or not. I'll only gain from learning something new!

Day 309: MLIA

Aww yeauh he can sit on his own now! But we still need to make sure he doesn't fall side ways, back or front. This was during church actually before the mass started. This kid has a scream like a little girl. He screams so loud! But it's cute so that's okay lol.

I love MLIA. Here's my MLIA moment for today:

Today I decided to do my homework/study while listening to the Lord of the Rings soundtrack. I also napped as it played. Hasn’t stopped playing ever since. Next, I’m going to listen to the Harry Potter Soundtracks. Aww yeee.

My Life Is Average.

Maybe I should submit it. Haha, on another time.

Day 308: UofC Open House

My friends and I planned to wake up early today for the open house at UofC. I did. The both of them forgot to make sure their alarm clocks work. lol. So I waited and ended up the last one to arrive at the station LOL. YAY Jill came with us! :) Unfortunately, Kristine couldn't go :( Oh wells.

Today was so helpful. A lot of my questions were answered during the Nursing Tour and it made me excited for the whole experience. They said that residency is really fun. So I might try that in the first year or the other years when and if circumstance allows me to. Also, the curriculum is different. They say it's easier now that the options will be put out of the way in the first year, and the remaining years will be about nursing. We got to see "patients" that talk, breathe, hear their heart beats, vomit (one could do so, but we didn't see) and probably many other things they could do. Then we got to this baby "patient". A 2nd year nursing student tells us that there are many different types of nursing. At that moment I wanted to be the kind that took care of babies. But that was only at the moment. lol.

We also went to presentations on ICT 102. One of them was about engineering. It really got me wavering because it seemed so fun! You could go places with engineering. And seeing that I'm doing pretty damn well on my physics 20 course, it made me re-think about putting back physics 30 in the second semester. Not sure. Maybe if I stay at a 94 or in that range then I might consider taking it next sem. Aww yeauh, daas raaytee I'm at the 90's! lol This makes me feel smart. :D

Well today was fun. We didn't get to eat so in the afternoon we went to Sakana Grill. It's better than Sumo in the way I experienced it haha. That was practically my breakfast, lunch, and dinner right thurr. Thanks for today guys! I'm really glad we went to the open house! :D

Day 307: Hellooo Friday

Did I say I love days like our Friday hang outs? Yeah, totally do. Jill, I think you and Jomar's house are our hang out venues now LOL. And that makes me wonder where we should hold our Christmas party... I'll check with you guys once I'm done planning it.. err randomly.

I know I should've been some place else, but sorry for those expecting me to show up.. I needed this day with them. I know, it's a pretty lame excuse.

Well anyway. I HAD NO IDEA YOU CAN MAKE TAHO HURR IN CANADA?!?! OH MY GOODNESS. My life is a teeny bit much closer to complete lol. Imma make some tell my mom to make some and get high off of it. err. just eat like I was back at home lol. Thaanks for the food Jill and tita. lols oh the memories.

I liked how we watched those two movies on the bed. Me falling asleep to a "scary" movie was worth it. That movie wasn't even scary. But I did got some energy back.

I want to write down every single detail. Like how I finally said "Thank you... Po" on impulse to Jomar's parents. lol. I felt proud for having said that! But there's too much to write. So I'll remember today's moments by memory. Or by the pictures we took. Hehe, gooodnight!

Day 306: Conversations

I was multitasking, as always. I continued drawing Kurt. I was talking to people. I was watching Grey's Anatomy at the same time. I signed up for something. I read messages. etc etc etc. But I forgot to do homework. lol. oh wells.

You know what I enjoyed about today? Having the conversation we aren't used to talking. I like how we are opening up to each other. Being able to say this and that. It was really nice. I love days like that with you guys. I hope we never run out of things to talk about! :)

Day 305: I Don't Know

I'm applying soon for nursing at this university. I wish now that I took the time to get serious before on what I really want to be. What I want to do for the rest of my life. But I was like, "MAAAN I STILL GOTS TIME!" And look where it's got me. Still undecided. I really don't know what I want. Between art and medicine? Don't know. But seriously though? I've always wanted..orr thought that I'd be in the medical field. But this thing about discovering who I really am and what I really want to do.. it just sucks when you're running out of time to choose which career fits who you are. There's a lot of options though, like say, taking a year off. But right now? I don't really want to do that. I want to jump on board right away and get the education I need to live an independent life.

BUT MAN, with all these other things I have to deal with, it becomes harder to focus because my stupid hormones keep me from doing what I should be doing. Everything is clustered in my mind. My feelings are mixed up and I'm just really confused on what is right and wrong anymore when I'm being real. -sigh- I'm having those moments again. But this is my blog. I'm allowed to say what I want. So deal with it.

-You're pretty cruel you know. I know I've told you something I've never told anyone else, but did you have to be so ignorant about how I might feel?
-I need sleep. I find myself sleeping just about anywhere >.<
-If you went to my school, we'd be best friends.
-I'm glad I didn't see you today. I want to do this right.
-I need to break things down and stay off the computer. ugh. but thats so hard though.
-Go ahead. Hurt me. It's not like I have feelings or anything.

Day 304: Smarties

So I've been eating a lot of smarties lately. Someone bought a box of mixed candies and since I didn't go trick or treating, those bunches of candies makes me feel like I did.

My mom told me they went to my school today. And there was this young, short-haired (Rihanna-like haircut) young female teacher wearing a T-shirt who cleaned her hand really fast with a hand sanitizer just so she could hold my baby brother. He was making a ton of noises apparently and I guess she couldn't resist his cuteness? Haha so my mom let her hold Nathaniel. THEEEEEEN I REALIZED, my math teacher has that kind of haircut, she was wearing a t-shirt today and she is pretty young. YUPP, that was enough to let me think it was her. My parents didn't catch her name so I'm guessing it's Mrs. Lisafeld. My mom also mentioned how she doesn't have a baby yet. And due to the random things she talks about in math class, it made me think that maybe it was her. LOL thats kind of weird. My math teacher holding my baby brother. O.O

WAAAIT. It might've been Mrs. Marsh(?). Oh wells.

Day 303: I'm Complaining Aren't I?

So I'm done my drawing assignment! HECK YEAH! But it still needs a few more work on some areas. The reference picture was supposed to be a collage of images I put together. There were like, six images I think? And that reference picture was supposed to be manipulated by the blender pen that the grade 11s suck the ink out of. I didn't apply any blender pen on it... I think I might've been an exception. lol. I made it complex enough at first so she could excuse me from putting the blender pen on plus I made a comment on how there weren't enough ink for the grade 12s so she could excuse us all. And I can't help but think that I took advantage out of that.

The more I think about it, the more I feel bad. I feel bad because I feel like an exception. I know I have some talent, but it feels like I can get away with art. Or maybe I'm thinking just too much? But it's how my friends see it and how I'm seeing it as well. I guess I could say, that I would like her to be honest about my art. Because right now, and I'm not just saying it because I want to show off or something, right now I'm sitting at a 97.6. And I'm not even done the assignments.

There are probably a lot of other reasons to why she's nice. And as I sit here taking the time to read the comment she put on D2L, I feel that I don't really deserve all the pretty awesome things she says about me. oh gaaash. iunno.

Am I just complaining or whaat? gosh. Maybe I'll just accept this very nice mark and not think too much about it. End of story. -___-

Day 302: Vows Renewal

Happy halloween? The year it didn't snow on halloween day.. I didn't go trick or treating. Partly because I kind of outgrew it and partly because my friends weren't going. Honestly I would've gone but I didn't know who I'd go with. But no biggie I had other things to do anyways.

So today was the last day for this program my parents attended "MER: Marriage Enrichment Program" for the CFC (Couples for Christ). One of its requirements were that the couples in the program would have to "renew" their vows. It so happens that October 31st would have to be the day for them to do so. lol I find that weird. I'm not sure if it's the real deal but the thing is, while I was trying to look for my parents to take photos of during the renewal of the couples vows, I couldn't find they anywhere! It turns out, my mom was busy and my dad wasn't there because he had to get more rice for the occasion. LOL. Yeah, my family helped catered the event because there was actually one couple who held a party kind of thing for their vows at the basement of my church. I'm not really sure what's happened, but that's all I can say for tonight.

OHH YEAAH. I had a funny conversation on the phone with my friend. It was hilarious. Thaanks for putting up with me :)

Hope you all had a happy halloween?