Day 191: Happy Birthday to Myself

This winter, I hope to buy my own camera as my 18th present for myself. I don't have a lot of money right now... but I hope that my parents can add some money to the savings I plan to use. It is my 18th birthday after all hehe. Anyway, it's never been a big deal for me when it comes to birthday parties. And I thought it wouldn't be a big deal when it comes to my 18th birthday. But now I feel like planning my birthday, with the help of my friends of course. Don't know when, and it may be held months after July, but I'll have a party. I don't want it too big so I'll invite the people close to me and just... hang out, play games etc.. a typical birthday party. If you didn't know, my culture makes a female's 18th birthday a big occasion (coming of age debut). It's our version of North America's "sweet sixteen". Anywhoo, I guess I'm practically an adult now. But that doesn't mean I have to automatically lose my immaturity. There's no right age to become mature and I wouldn't be surprise if I feel like doing something childish at age 30+. Anyway, I was expecting to feel a big difference for turning 18, but it seems that this feeling will have to wait until I turn 20. Then I can officially tell myself that I'm becoming old. lol. Well, it rained today, and I loved the feeling of the weather. I shall also need to clean and redecorate my room soon. Maybe after this week, then I'll plan that out. Alrighty, tomorrow is my second day with my new age. Goodbye my 17 self! Hello legit/legal self. :D