Day 76: Live a Little Longer

I was woken up by my mom's shaky voice early in the morning today at 5 a.m only to find that my grandma's health is getting worst. It was hard for me to keep a calm voice when the phone was handed down to me. I tried to say something to her, but then tears filled my eyes and my shaky voice wouldn't allow me to. Furthermore I didn't know what to say.. so I repeated what my mom told me to say instead, "I love you". They all wanted us to go home together and see her again. But due to financial problems, only my aunt could go back home and stay there for less than a week. It's been about 16 hours since then, and it felt like it was just a dream. It's hard to accept that my grandma's health is getting worst, and the thought of losing her is just painful. The only way for me to cope this is not to think about it, but it feels wrong by doing so. All we can do now is pray that she may live longer, long enough for at least my aunt to see her. I wish my mom could go too, but she is still in pain from giving birth through C-section. Sigh. Will you help me pray for my grandma's health? I don't know how else I could help her..but maybe through prayer, God will be able to hear and let her stay here longer. Thanks.

P.S. There was a family who came to see my mom and the baby and they also had their three kids come along with them. So I took out some puzzles for them to play. Just in case you were wondering about the picture.